Wednesday, May 23, 2007

ytd slept at 3am.
today woke up at 730am.
ling came over to my house..
rushing to finish our movie maker..
was late for lesson, as we can't finish :D
when in class, we continued rushing..
finally, we managed to finish.
what a relief.
quite satisfied with our movie maker
because we put in our effort lohh! ^^
thanks ling for working so hard with me!
anyway...
today i told rez i got a bad news.
her reaction was quite big.
and she said u gonna quit?
i said yaaa..
told her the reason..
and yeahh, she understands..
when i say,
i really wish to continue working..
but between my work and mom,
i will definitely choose my mom.
den suddenly she cried.
she said i was making her cry..
she was sad that we won't be working together any longer..
also partly because of my mom.
when she cried, i didn't know how to react.
my eyes went red a little..
and when she stopped..
we continue chatting till a "pause".
during the pause, i was thinking of some things..
and suddenly my eyes went RED.
and tears started flowing down..
gees. rez's eyes also went red again..
sigh.. it's quite sad some times..
that things cannot be controlled by us...
this was the first time me crying in front of
someone whom i only know less than TWO months!
but aiya... i couldn't control myself..
anyway, rez most probably will be transferred to vivo in june.
i just feel i can't make myself leave..
but i have to..
no more earning money for own expenses.
no more shopping.
no more working.
no more accessories..
no more rez.
no more sheila.
no more having break with ling.
what can i do?
accept changes..
gonna be some chef at home.
i hope i can cook well..
problem is.. i have no idea wad to cook~ ):
anyway, will be working till end of this month bahh..
getting my LAST month of pay.
no more working hard for money!
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tmr will be another day.
sat will be the last day to work with sheila.. ):

i have learnt quite a lot of things in this two months.

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