been quite long since i update anything for my blog.
i'm gg to update a little abt today.
today had a very LONGGG day..
morning woke up 7.30am when last night i slept around 2+ gg 3am.
went back to NP..
met up with dear first den soon after the person we meeting came.
the person is none other than stephen.
he's back from US from the first week of our holidays.
then this friday gg back..
today finally we met up with him.
did some catching up while having our breakfast.
straight after breakfast, we headed to squash court for training.
actually it's not training la..
but today TWO coach turned up.
dear and me just went there play play with others..
and it's like FINALLY we exercised!
both legs stretchedddd.
now legs uber tired and it's aching luhhh!
around 1pm went home..

had lunch with mommy downstairs den came home to bath.
then mom said go imm.
she wanna buy 4-D larrr.. ^^"
so we went (tho i'm feeling really sleepy)
bought a new iron that cost $100.90!
EX can.
and i promised dad that i'll use it more than 10 yrs
since the previous one already can last for 6 yrs. ^^"
we walked home from imm
cuz we're already near the exit to walking home that route.
and apple juice kept my mom going.. ^^"
reached home 6pm.
first thing i got home is find a place to SIT laa..
legs really cannot tahan ^^
soon, start to prepare to cook dinner.
today very late den cook finish cuz many things to prepare.
and i stood quite a long time to do the cooking. -faints.
rested for quite long after dinner, lying on sofa and watch tv.
then 10pm started washing a lot of things..
finally got all housework done after 45mins.
den i went for my bath again..
super tired..
guess i'll sleep very soon!
eyes so small already..
i'll blog again!

how do u feel when u can't rest when u're very tired.
can't rest nvm, but u see there's a lot of things waiting for YOU to do.
no one can help you and instead things are made worse.
when you can't do wad u really wish to, how will u feel?
so many constraints and thinking, but it all boils down to a
no choice situation.
and u know how much grumbling won't make a diff.
then?

i don't know..
wad do i really want?

i want the life i used to have 3 yrs back.
(i know it's impossible)

probably i'm just tired today.
yeahh, probably.