had such a long day today...
did lots of housework.
vacuum, mop, cook, wash and wash.
-.-
i'm a lazy girl who does housework. ^^"
so, next time i need a maid to keep my house clean.
afternoon was watching the korean drama on channel U..
Stairway to Heaven.
super upsetting la.
evil step-mom & step-sister!
haha. i'm always SLOW in watching dramas.
ppl dunno watch how many times already,
i just started watching :D

today papa went drinking with an uncle who helped
us to repair the taps at home.
i don't like my papa after he drink =(
b4 he go, i already told him come back dun talk nonsense to me.
he come home he "blow air" to my face.
for wad? ehhh.. i also dunno lo.
that's wad ppl will do after they drink?
like half crazy le..
after that he also said a lot of nonsensical thing la.
nvm~ once he's asleep, we got peace again.

after i finished all the housework, went to bath.
then.. i help mom apply lotion.
was talking to her as well, for quite long.
telling her about dialysis thingy..
just want to get her prepared somehow?
in my mind now, i can only rmb she said she's scared of pain.
who don't, right?
but everything is predestined.
none of us will have a choice.
gees. i asked mom to hook fingers with me,
to promise that she'll watch me get married.
at first she don't want,
but i forced her ^^"
all in all,
i just hope she can face her illness bravely.
only she can help herself and
i can only be there for her.

can i stop the time here.