it can be exhausting taking care of people.
to an extreme when ppl u take care of,
don't even take care of themselves.
yes, it's true they are taking care of me financially.
and i should be grateful.
but do they know what i need is not this?
i rather i don't get any money from them,
and i go to work to support myself..
than to see them giving up their own life.
it's like...
u're doing so much things for somebody,
but nothing is appreciated.
then.. in my family, who can i confide in?
nobody.

whatever i say, makes no point.
then who can tell me, what am i in this house?
nothing?