tell me...
how to love someone who drinks everyday.
how to talk to a person who don't understand what u're saying.

she was so excited last night that she slept at 4am.
(just because he told her it was her chi bday today)
but during dinner, where was he?
where were the rest, when only me and her is having mian xian?
i thought i could look fwd to smth joyous..
but all i get was disappointment AND disappointment...

i can't seem to make myself cheerful
to cheer her up.
i fell sick, she felt sick.
nobody else was there...
when both of them are on leave.
why is that so?
i don't understand......

why are things so different from the past..
i want the life i have back in batok.
can i have all of them back?
can i still cry like a child, like there's no tmr..
:'(

o-ha-na means family.
family means... nobody gets left behind.