i feel so hurt now...
also feeling very disappointed.
i don't know why this feeling came so sudden.
i was alright just 15 mins ago.
but when i talk abt it to dear,
i feel really hurt.
tears keep flowing down.
i really hope both of them can solve their problem asap.
i don't wish to become a burden.
i hate this feeling...

i really hate.

can i earn more money, so i do not have to depend on anyone.
i want to take care of the ppl i love
instead of depending on others to take care of my loved ones.
i really wish i can...
but i know i still cannot do it on my own.

these few days, different issues are dragging me down...
i am getting more and more tired each day..
at times i feel like i'm gg to fall sick.
i wish to fall sick and get well soon.
because the feeling of going to fall sick but not, is terrible.
i rather get it over and done.

i need many many more hrs of sleep.
i need to give myself a break.
but i have more impt things to do...
say like packing my own room.
i will start packing today after work.
i believe i can finish it soon.
the most just dump everything into the cartons..

...
tired.