today is dear's 5th day in tekong.
for the past 5 nights, been waiting for his call...
i hardly wait for calls..
and it's until now that i experience the feeling of waiting for someone's call.
i rmb the 2nd night i teared when we are abt to hang up.
but was trying to act like nth's wrong
cuz i don't want him to feel affected.

last night i was feeling troubled but he couldn't call me.
but i don't blame him la, it's not what he want too.
anyway, even if he called. i wouldn't say much too.
i shouldn't make him worry!
i'm just not used to...
not being able to reach him anytime i wish to.
i know as time goes by, i will adapt to it.

i hope dear will adapt to the life inside asap.
i know it's really tough.
but must jiayou lo!

meanwhile, i'll jiayou too.


someone may have done a lot of good deeds.
but it only takes ONE bad deed to make others
forget ALL the good deeds he/she have done.

trust takes years to build it.
but it can be destroyed within a minute.